How Many Ten Do I Have Left?

2day in class.......

suddenly thought of an advertisement...

i remember its about a flat screen tv or something....

it says.....from the moment we are born, we lost freedom....

when you are a child, you get trap in a cradle....

when you are a kid or teenager you get trap in a classroom learning stuff....

when you are grown up when you think you have obtain freedom, you learn that you are stuck behind a cubicle.....

when you grow old, you are back in the house again...

in the end you are laid in a coffin and sealed up forever....trap again....

actually does life have any meaning?

or is it just a scheduled journey that everyone must take?

there are so many things i want to do but i can't.....

another thing that i learn is that we must enjoy the little things although we do not get total freedom...

there are just somethings that is not meant for you, why go through all the pain and get nothing?

that is what we call fate.....

something that can't be changed....

i may like you but i know the truth that you are just not into me..

all i can do is curse my luck......

i am a sane person, i wont let my feelings control me....

all i got to do is to channel my feelings through drumbeats