FAILURE.......

like the title said...

i failed.....

in wat?

u noe......those things tht u jz can't control.....

it's nt like study.....which u can get better if u work harder...

it's nt like sports.... which can be perfected thru training....

it's nt like chess..... which u can win by being patient.....

damn....

i jz feel so helpless.....

i cant do a thing about it....

i dunno where to vent my anger at....

jz wished tht i am on top of the world and i could jz screamed my lungs out....

in the end.....i lost myself thru frustration.....

so lost....

so very lost....

@$#@%$#%$@#$#@$#@$#$%@#!@#^&%%$$@##$%#%^$%^#...........................

God Damn It!!!!!!!!!!